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WITHER LOVE
Deep in the ground
the bulbs are planted
for Spring’s growth.
Nothing will sprout
unless it undergoes a
harsh Winter freeze.
Does this coldness
encase you also?
Will the thawing
of your feelings
imitate the process,
and deny a rebirth?
Has time withered
what once was ripe
amidst the thrusting
of new found feelings?
Leaving barren flesh
unfulfilled in dark decay.
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pity the poet
Just one of those drift
days
Where the tongue is one
beat
Behind the brain.
Commonplace things and
people
Are blurred by spider web
shrouds.
Pity the poet.
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| I’d Take You Back
Staring out the window
hidden by grimy panes
shielding myself from prying/spying eyes.
Lost love observers
furtively seek a replay
of unspeakable pain.
Hallways and walls
weep with gray/black moldy despair.
Stepping backwards
my foot catches on the
well worn carpeting.
How many miles of pacing
does it take to lay bare
the warped wood beneath
my stumbling/humbled feet?
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Quietus
The mountains were
awaiting me
exactly as I believed
they would.
Neither condemning nor
approving,
knowing that surface
is surface.
Waiting for the unveiling
of underneath,
for feelings long forgotten
to spill out.
An echo to careen across
the tree tops
repeated in unremitting
certainty.
I'm home, I'm home
for good;
what others forsake
nature reclaims.
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birthday blue
another year. time again
for cheer.
calls, cards and gifts
keep arriving.
i promise that i’ll
stay grounded.
these occasions always
unnerve me,
but this year will
be different.
the phone non-stop
reminds me
of a pledge made
so casually.
one caller asks if her
partner called,
and did she seem a
bit depressed?
laughingly, I say
that would
be quite a bit rude.
she replies, I wish
her happiness
would be used while
sitting here
talking just to me.
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 PLAY IT MY WAY
Woe, Lord,
here comes that
searing, soaking
sadness again.
Great puddles
of teardrops do
the Texas two-step
out the door
and cascade down
the salt pocked
sidewalk.
Someone bring me
ALL those Etheridge,
Sainte-Marie and
k.d. lang CD's.
I need walking, wailing, sitting,
sobbing ballads to match my mood.
Nothing lite could
possibly ease or
set me free.
These Shamans help
me ponder living, dying, or merely
wanting to survive
your leaving.
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